Sunday, March 5th, 2006
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12:35 pm
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if anyone has pictures/video of the 3rd show please let me know or just send em to me!!
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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1:22 am
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So I made a trip down to Victoria for Jeremy's funeral... I figured while i was there i would try to see some people, have band practice you know, victoria stuff.... so then im there for two days, see a total of about like 4 or 5 people and noone really gives a shit that im in town and my band members make up stories and we dont get to practice.... might be a while before i ever go back there....
but guess what
ITS FUCKING SNOWING IN DENTON.
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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1:06 am
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Friday, November 18th, 2005
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1:59 am
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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1:34 pm
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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7:21 pm - oh-oh
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Well... lifes been interesting... anyways, i havent updated since the last show and i dont know how long ago that was,
but im pretty sure it was a while. alot has happened since then... my brother is coming around just nicely... he lives in denton though... bleh. how can you live in denton? I think I might be moving to Austin. or Seattle. but definitely not Denton. and it sucks cause my family refuses to leave the comfort of their home but expect me to. wheres the half point?... Austin. anyways, im supposed to have SAT's on saturday at 7:45, pencils in hand. I have a mandatory team meeting for work though from 7-9. the SAT is supposed to last til 12. im kinda worried. Ive been doing really good at work lately and I had missed the last team meeting cause i was in Pennsylvania but they accidentaly approved my request off. this would be my second in a row to miss, and i cant really mess up at work anymore... anyways, i definitely want to take my SAT, but a raise would be nice also.... anyways... the fun starts the night all that stuff goes down.... Liberty, TX... never been there, but its gonna be fun playing another show... been kinda sick but getting better, should be diamonds by saturday... i dont feel like going back and taking out all the anyways... i should, but im not... anyways, on the 18th of Nov. were playing with Autumn Leaves Fall. Its their c.d. release show. Its gonna be incredible... then on the 19th were playing here in hometown v-town. that should most likely be the best one. new song release.
current mood:  awake
current music: Radiohead --- 2+ 2 = 5
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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2:32 am
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send all of your pictures of the oct. 1st show to tttgnv@yahoo.com... please... i really wanna see some...
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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4:21 pm
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Hey.
everyone is going so freakin nuts over this hurricane thing... the victoria important people board issued a mandatory evacuation for the Victoria county but you dont have to leave... haha... I dont think im gonna leave... im gonna go buy a camcorder and document it... and a fan cause were not gonna have a/c. and a flashlight. and a jug of water. and a flashlight. and i want to write about it. oops i said flashlight twice.
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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9:22 pm
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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5:59 am - Caffeine pills + energy drinks = the shakes
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BOOM!!!
I haven't slept since i woke up at 8 on thursday. i worked 3-12 that day, watched 2 movies, got ready for work, went to work at 7 on friday, worked til 6. came home, listened to music, hung out with everyone and time kinda just got away and now its 6 am again and i have to be at work in an hour. i feel allright though. i only have to work til 2 so its not so bad. bleh.
current mood: awake
current music: didyouknowyoucangetanysongyouwantasaringtone?yeahanysong...
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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3:16 am - Figure this out
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Tragedy, finish me off...
current mood:  mischievous
current music: Sigur Ros has a new cd
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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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2:44 am
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if i aint gonna be dyin, id sure as hell better get to livin.
current music: Damien Rice - Eskimo
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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5:58 pm
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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11:34 pm
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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
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7:56 pm - Anymore
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whats up nahgers... it seems like its been a while cause i cant get on the computer at aarons house cause cj got a virus... venerial... anywys... i just want to let everyone know that i love them deeply and if yall ever need someone to talk to im here... thanks for being there for me... i dont know what the situation is anymore... in any case i guess it really doesnt matter anymore... i cant believe that i made such a drastic decision for a certain handful of people and now i see where im at and its just like man i did all this for a handful of people who really dont give a shit... i dont have a clue where my life is going anymore... im not sure of anything... even life itself... im just not gonna try anymore... im not gonna try to swing anything i do in any particular direction anymore... i can feel the winds coming in and i think im just gonna let myself fly... i really wanna see where ill land...
current mood: completely not content
current music: Rochester
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Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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7:09 pm - CHECK THIS SHIT OUT...
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laci said this:
The last draw???? there are no more "draws". we havent been together for like a month. i pick you up from the mall, because you dont have a ride, and you think that i want to be with you again! I cant be nice to you anymore, because then you get all crazy, and want us to be together, and when you get rejected, you make a scene and acuse me of being a slut, wich is the most ridiculous thing i have ever heard! Maybe julian and i like eachother??? and james and i were just kidding, dont tell me you have never heard that song?? but either way, this doesnt apply to you, and all of your buddys on livejournal, this is our buisiness, and i want you to leave it at that. stop acting like a lunatic and go do something productive!
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY:
god i cant believe just how fucking stupid you are laci... you started trying to tell me all these little sweet nothings and make me feel like you liked me again... and then you said you wanted to see me... so i said you can pick me up from the mall... AND YOU FUCKING ASKED ME TO BUY YOU A PRESENT?! i told you a long time ago that i want to be with you or not at all... now i fucking loath you... you have no backbone and you always have to bend the truth because if people know the truth then youre afraid they might not like you... god youre fucking pathetic... and you know what if you do like julian then fuck it whatever, but that DOES make you a fucking whore.... jesus all that bullshit about i dont want to be with anyone else blah blah blah and i never called you a slut but jesus i guess you just cleared that up didnt you? you want me to keep your name out of my mouth and off my livejournal and then you go and say shit on your myspace like hey call me (so joe can call me a slut for the millionth time)... jesus youre so fucking immature... please just leave me alone... dont leave your fucking little sarcastic pathetic excuse for a comeback... just leave me alone... dont ever talk to me again.. i want nothing to do with you..
current mood:  accomplished
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Thursday, July 21st, 2005
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7:15 am
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so... i think this is the last draw... i think this has done it for me... direct resources are telling me that now shes talking to guys on aim saying shit like, lets talk about sex baby, you and me... james thank you for resisting and backing off... thats what friends should do... not what fucking julian kuykendall's doing... apparently hes been saying shit like "man im gonna fuck laci." and "i wanna give her my dick"... i mean thats always cool right... fuck him dude... fuck this whole entire situation... im sick of you filling up all my goddamn livejournals...
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Monday, July 18th, 2005
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8:52 pm
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i got to see laci today for like 2 hours... it was really really great... she gave me a really big hug and it felt good to have her in my arms again... last night we talked about what our relationship would be like if it were a mature relationship... we both agreed that it would be absolutely amazing and that it would just be the best thing to ever happen... i accidently thought she was trying to say that she wanted to get back together with me... I shouldnt have drawn that conclusion that early... she still just wants to be friends... man i could make her so happy... i know i can... she just wont let me... i just dont know if i can just be friends... i cant just be another guy... our relationship could never be like that... its just kinda like being a manager somewhere and pouring all your heart into your career and then after 6 months they fire ya over something little and then offer you a part-time position where you just come in whenever they need you to.... it hurts so much more to see her and have her not be mine than just being alone and letting it fade....
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Sunday, July 17th, 2005
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9:11 pm
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11:51 am - I'm half-way there...
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allright well i just keep finding out shit over and over again and i would like nothing more than to go to laci and find out the truth cause she says she tells the truth 100% of the time but she wont talk to me so i guess i gotta make judgement calls... http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=5670399&Mytoken=20050717094943... theres a fun little link... thats her ex-boyfriend zac... if you notice the last comment left by her friend anna it clearly shows that she was spending some quality alone time with him back in the middle of june... see there was an instance where she was with him at a party, which was the same night that she went out on her little date thing with texas dave, but she never told me about this... just her and her ex-lover, zac, rollin around town... man, never saw that one coming... and theres 14 billion other stories i keep hearing followed by, "thats why you need to just let go man, she never even cared about you... this has all been one big lie..." id love so much to hear something different but the only person id hear something different from would be her and she wont talk to me... bummer...
and id just like to say one thing... i am NOT accusing her of anyting! this is just what i keep hearing so if anyone would like to vouch for her, please do...
current mood:  curious
current music: The Bled - I never met another Gemini
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